Facing My Fear of DMT | Live Experience
Since creating a successful channel my ego has grown far too big. It’s time to put everything back into perspective again… it’s time I finally faced my fear head on.
It needs to be clear that the creators of this video *do not condone the use of illicit substances.* Instead, this content is created to reduce harm through proper education of what safe use looks like. We hope to accurately display what the true risks and dangers are associated with these compounds so people can make educated decisions before blindly jumping into an experience they may regret.
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30 Responses to “Facing My Fear of DMT | Live Experience”
This was a nice return to form for me. I can honestly say my fear has begun to transition from frozen terror caused by “The Worst Trip of My Life” into a more healthy fear/respect. I’d say the greatest factor involved in my healing from the trauma caused just over a year ago was pushing my ego aside and being able to really understand the root cause that triggered the trauma.
Special thanks to Hewkii for personally allowing me to use several tracks from his new album! His music fits so well with my content sometimes I think he designed it specifically for me. You can get his music from here: http://hewkii.com/ and check out his youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3W-xQq_Yao0
DO U EVEN VAPE BR0
FFS..I love this chan. This kid is on par with Timothy Leary.
You lose yourself, you reappear
You suddenly find you got nothing to fear
Alone you stand, with nobody near
When a trembling distant voice, unclear
Startles your sleeping ears to hear
That somebody thinks they really found you
A question in your nerves is lit
Yet you know there is no answer fit
To satisfy, ensure you not to quit
To keep it in your mind and not forget
That it is not he, or she, or them, or it
That you belong to
Bob Dylan
HAHAHA I love him
Dude. I relate to this so fucking much.
Do you feel these techniques would work with cannabis also? You’ve mentioned difficulties with that in the past. I’ve had the same as you in another video; could handle the smoke well but all of a sudden (a little while after my one and only shroom experience, which was brilliant), I’ve had some paranoia which led to depression for a while. On top of this I’m considering LSD for the first time this summer but I’m so deperate to know what it’s like before I worry I won’t just go along with it. Again, will breathing techniques help with this do you think? I understand if you’re too busy to reply, but know I love your stuff and the positive vibes you send out in all of your videos. PAL (Peace And Love)
I so know what he means about the process of how a trip goes bad, wondering “is this too much?” and its rapid progression to “God please make this be over” and im grateful to have heard his simple advice being to just simply breathe and not try to figure it out. Ive always known you’re supposed to “let go” with dmt but have never heard such simple instructions for exactly HOW to. Mental note taken.
Has anyone else ever seen/encountered the blue lady??
The first time I experienced her was during a closed-eye visual, among the flowing field of constantly-flowing, beautifully colorful mandala-type geometry behind my eyelids she appeared in the center, looking directly at me while her graceful arms began to swirl around her with the other shapes and then her arm extended and stretched out towards me as she reached all the way out to me and nearly touched my face, she beckoned me and began to recede back into the flowing field of colors and shapes and continued flowing about with them and fading away, as though she wanted to share something with me but I had not gotten deep enough into the experience to see it yet. Wisdom and a kind of stoic benevolence seemed to radiate about her being.
The second time I encountered her; as I closed my eyes and nodded my head down, and began to experience the same old fear as I felt my ego beginning to rapidly slip away as the indescribable visuals began to come on, I did not see her but suddenly I strongly felt her presence directly behind me (which was very comforting at the time) and as soon as i felt her presence she again beckoned (not TO me this time, but as though she were “waving me through,” as though she were signaling where i was to go as her arms flowed about whilst she directed traffic in the DMT realm), and in the blink of an eye I was ducked backwards through a tunnel, sucked out of the room and began travelling through this metaphysical DMT-land hyperspace at the speed of light (I once read someone refer to this “tunnel” as a “galactic vagina”; very accurate!) but at the end of this tunnel it opened up into this massive black void through which ran a gigantic cylindrical beam for infinite in both directions, it appeared to consist almost of electricity but with all kinds of beautiful lights and colors “zapping” about from it, it was absolutely immense and clearly consisted of an intense amount of energy. I sensed it to be a collective or metaphysical “storage space” of all the energy human souls are made of, a river of life, where we all come from before we are conceived, and I was floating in the middle of darkness right next to it, so small and insignificant in comparison. The next thing I know a sort of veil was over my vision as this scene faded away and I (very peacefully and gradually this time, very much NOT at the speed of light) began to envision that I was a tiny, newly-sprouting blade of glass and could feel myself growing taller and could feel the wind blowing me about, in some field somewhere where there were no humans or civilization or anything but nature around for as far as I could sense, and I could feel other tall reeds and blades of grass adjacent to me, most of them much taller than I but not yet not threatening, it was as though they protected me from too much wind, and I felt myself grow taller as I developed a bulb at my top, which opened up into purple petals as I distinctly felt myself experience this entire process of growing and blossoming as a flower, the same color as the purple lady.
The purple lady (Demetricia is the only name I have been able to think of for her) showed me the essence of life, and I felt and experienced it all. A very l beautiful and profound experience, both of them.
My last experience was kind of scary and involved getting ducked through a tunnel again, this time i remembered seeing glowing, radiant crustacean-type creatures crawling about the walls here and there as I got sucked into some room and landed in a chair in the corner of it and walking around this room were many entities I can only describe as aliens and they seemed like they were sort of irritated to see me, as though they had nothing they could do with me and that I were useless, and out of the corner of my eye I could see a menacing, taunting figure of a man wearing a suit/tie but his head was a gigantic clock gear constantly rotating and he stuck his head really, really close to mine, like really taunting me intentionally like he really wanted to fuck with me and I could do nothing but sit in this chair as the experience faded away and I went back to where I was. That was my last experience with the stuff. I’m hoping my next will be pleasant again and I will remember the advice to simply breathe and not try so hard to figure out what it all means.
Seems fake asf gonna be honest
dude i love you. thank you for all that you do. you have inspired my life in many ways, and i hope one day i can return the favor and inspire yours as well.
You’re an amazing person man. Don’t give up on yourself
Good to have you back 😉
dont you think you are addicted a little bit?
Hey guys
Can someone tell me how I can get dmt? I live in Switzerland and I dont know how to get it….
Have for two years, afraid to touch it again! Now, after this.. I can experience it once again with no fear.
Y’all please don’t try this shit you have to have an extremely powerful mind to control it
the best skill in life is to learn to let go
That beat drop was dope
Bro your not a coward ego doesn’t exist ,you actually are more in control when you take these elements and stop masterbating and ejaculating a lot having a lot of life essence force balanced your consciousness which is more potent than dmt and it’s experience
“you just BREATHE. And stop trying to figure it all out”
I love you Adam. Your videos are so great, keep it up.
Why did u make the video zoom in on your face ??? I can’t stop dying
Damn this gave me nostalgia. Haven’t broken through in a while after I had a really weird trip.
Hey Adam! You’re one of the most important people in my life and I couldn’t be more grateful. Thank you for everything and keep up with your incredible content, I love you!
Let’s get trippy
Thank you Adam, I haven’t tripped in 3 years and have developed a fear of them but i wanna get back into it and convince myself if its not that bad. You’ve shown me to just face it. I’m thinking though, would mescaline be a good drug to do it with?
<3
You actually made sense about the fear which can apply to everyday circumstances when you start worrying too much about something until it engulfs you.
Your speech after you returned could eventually help people with panik attacks. I can say that because i had that shit a year long until i got medicated with ssir, and im recently downgrade my dosis to get rid of the medication. What you are saying after your trip instandly calm me down a little bit. Thank you very much for that video.
Awesome video! Thanks for braving the wild for us!